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Ramping up the reprogramming. Been at it for 25 years, but it feels like I've finally reached the point of no return.
Made some choices, taking some courses, learning how to make my mind work for me instead of against me, practicing daily, hypnosis is involved and for the first time in a long time I feel secure because I know what I want. This is it.
I'm done with being miserable, done with scarcity, done with victimhood.
M2 will be in rehab for six weeks starting next month, which of course is absolutely perfect.
I'll be alone. With the cats, but alone.
To work on this.
It's wonderful to want something again.
Because that was never the problem, I know that when I want something I'll have it. When I truly want something, it's already mine and that's how it feels.
I'm investing in myself and change is happening.

You can't get out of the sewer if everything you see is shit.
Finally a ray of light directing me to the exit.