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Trying to get through the days, that's about it. 

Not able to sleep when I want to because of the stomping and slamming doors until 2:30am. Then having her grating fog horn voice wake me up early. Just dragging my butt through the days. 

It still hurts me in my gut to hear someone get bullied (in this case my neighbor by his girlfriend). 

Belittling him, cursing at him, degrading him, even while I'm writing this, she's bullying him into leaving his own house. Very triggering.

Float, relax, hatred, violent fantasies, rage, anger, fear, panic, float, relax, repeat.

Not much else.

I love the cats. And I feel awful. And that's it.