Super spiritual

"I'm on my way to infinity..."
That's what I woke up with, the lyric that was going through my head for an hour before I gave up on sleep. Not sleeping well, lately.

Dreamed we were going to climb the mountain "Infinity" on this holiday. It was our third or fourth time, but this time I was afraid someone might fall off. My sister might fall off the mountain.
Hand over hand on a shared rope we climb up in full winter-gear. 
It's cold. At some point my sister is sitting very close to the edge and I warn her, scared of losing her.

Actually crying now that I'm writing it down. Sleep deprivation.
After the dream I woke up with that song.

I have a new mantra I've been practising with the past few days:
Not My Problem.
As soon as I get to know someone I start feeling responsible for them. Arrogance? Just another form of fear?
I want to make sure they are doing well, so I don't have to worry about them. It's all about me, me, me. Isn't it always?
But they can't do too well, because then they wouldn't need me.
Me me me.
So basically "Not My Problem" is the most generous thing I've ever done.