Lessons
Actually, I think I will post my comment as a post of it's own, so there's no misunderstandings about what I'm doing here.
"Hi.
Get the 'follow the urge' thing. I follow my intuition, probably the same thing, but one can never be a 100% sure.
Since you feel the need to write such extensive comments, how about writing them down on a blog of your own?
You're welcome to post comments here, but I can't promise I will comment on all of your comments, because that's not what I'm doing here. I'm working here.
It's hard work, because it requires complete honesty and trust in my way and process. Which means I do not wish to consider anyone's thoughts on my practise but my own.
Also I have no desire to discuss spiritual topics, I have only one desire and that is to kill anything remotely resémbling desire, dishonesty, a false personality structure and any need to hang onto something or someone out of fear for the Big Nothing.
This is a process that is best done alone and discussions would mean spending time and energy on something other than waking up. I'm not doing that and won't.
I'm dead serious about this business.
Yes the book seems 'in the works' but when it comes is it's business and the universe's business and I don't really care. Stuff will happen at it's appointed time.
So. I don't mean to insult you in any way, but this is how it is.
Again; feel free to comment, but I won't be commenting back unless I'm prompted or when you start your own Autolysis blog and ASK for comments.
M."
I once corresponded with a 'buddhist' guy, who felt the urge to convince me of his ideas, his way of doing things, and he needed about ninety pages of hastily scribbled handwriting. It was exhausting and if I hadn't understood what he was trying to do it could've been quite insulting as well. In short; I was doing things wrong and he would set me straight. As far as I know he's still doing prostrations and endless meditation sessions, trying to intellectually conquer enlightenment. Makes me tired just thinking about it.
It's a part of my process to recognize these needs in myself but also in others and to be firm about it. That's a hard lesson for me; to say NO. Especially when people mean well.
It's all very kind and condescending at the same time. You know best for yourself. I know best for myself.
Thank you for mirroring this lesson back to me, I probably needed it and wasn't aware of it. I'm in awe of the universe's workings yet again. It can be a friendly pitbull at times.
"Hi.
Get the 'follow the urge' thing. I follow my intuition, probably the same thing, but one can never be a 100% sure.
Since you feel the need to write such extensive comments, how about writing them down on a blog of your own?
You're welcome to post comments here, but I can't promise I will comment on all of your comments, because that's not what I'm doing here. I'm working here.
It's hard work, because it requires complete honesty and trust in my way and process. Which means I do not wish to consider anyone's thoughts on my practise but my own.
Also I have no desire to discuss spiritual topics, I have only one desire and that is to kill anything remotely resémbling desire, dishonesty, a false personality structure and any need to hang onto something or someone out of fear for the Big Nothing.
This is a process that is best done alone and discussions would mean spending time and energy on something other than waking up. I'm not doing that and won't.
I'm dead serious about this business.
Yes the book seems 'in the works' but when it comes is it's business and the universe's business and I don't really care. Stuff will happen at it's appointed time.
So. I don't mean to insult you in any way, but this is how it is.
Again; feel free to comment, but I won't be commenting back unless I'm prompted or when you start your own Autolysis blog and ASK for comments.
M."
I once corresponded with a 'buddhist' guy, who felt the urge to convince me of his ideas, his way of doing things, and he needed about ninety pages of hastily scribbled handwriting. It was exhausting and if I hadn't understood what he was trying to do it could've been quite insulting as well. In short; I was doing things wrong and he would set me straight. As far as I know he's still doing prostrations and endless meditation sessions, trying to intellectually conquer enlightenment. Makes me tired just thinking about it.
It's a part of my process to recognize these needs in myself but also in others and to be firm about it. That's a hard lesson for me; to say NO. Especially when people mean well.
It's all very kind and condescending at the same time. You know best for yourself. I know best for myself.
Thank you for mirroring this lesson back to me, I probably needed it and wasn't aware of it. I'm in awe of the universe's workings yet again. It can be a friendly pitbull at times.
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