Reservations & renovations
Petty, spiteful, jealous, bitter.
All rot has come up for air.
Much difficulty in navigating my way through being overwhelmed all the time, aggravated by workers flooding my home to replace bathroom and toilet.
Two weeks of making myself scarce after 7:30 am and using M2's bathroom.
Fighting and resenting myself for all the pettiness, trying not to resent myself, trying not to fight, fighting the urge to fight, it's bloody exhausting and it seemed there was no end in sight.
Something small happened though. I've been painting a bit. Just for a few hours in the past few days, but it has been impossible for a long time and now it's happening.
We'll see how it goes.
All rot has come up for air.
Much difficulty in navigating my way through being overwhelmed all the time, aggravated by workers flooding my home to replace bathroom and toilet.
Two weeks of making myself scarce after 7:30 am and using M2's bathroom.
Fighting and resenting myself for all the pettiness, trying not to resent myself, trying not to fight, fighting the urge to fight, it's bloody exhausting and it seemed there was no end in sight.
Something small happened though. I've been painting a bit. Just for a few hours in the past few days, but it has been impossible for a long time and now it's happening.
We'll see how it goes.
posted by M. at 9:58 PM
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