Post nr 200
What's stopping you? What is holding you back? I sense a hesitance.
What's going on, M?
Being approved of, is that it? Do you need a man to approve of you? To approve what you are doing?
Do you need approval from yourself?
Do you really need approval or is that a trick to slow down?
Don't get sidetracked.
LOOK.
Am I on track?
Yes.
Worries about getting sidetracked are also a trick to slow things down.
Are you scared of where this is going, where you are heading?
No.
What are you scared of? There is always something.
I am scared of... losing my religion. What does R.E.M. have to do with all this??
Wait. Religion is the same as: belief system.
Are you afraid of losing your belief system?
You know, about being special, having a special purpose in this world, making a difference with that book of yours.
The book isn't yours. It's, you know what it is. It can't be born while you're still here being special and all.
Scared of losing your religion?
So the same thing pretty much everybody fears. Not so special after all, then.
Will you go on without your belief system? If it means losing that in order to go Further?
All those things you use to keep self-doubt at bay are part of your belief system. Countering the negative programming with positive programming is still programming.
It may have been necessary for a while, but it might be time to put childish things aside and move on, darling. You are able to.
This is not a death-trap, sweety. Only ego dies. That's all.
The crutch is keeping you from walking upright.
Very poetic, but no shit. You can do this. Look inside yourself; do you still need a pat on the shoulder? From who?
Truth isn't out there, it's inside you.
Do you still need or want a crutch? Or do you want to see clearly?
I'm scared I won't be able to do it.
The whole world can tell you you're a good for nothing. And you know what? They're right. You are good for Nothing. Nothing suits you just fine. It's Home.
Let it pull you in. No one has the authority to pull you down, they never had. Only you. So stop doing that. It's a waste of energy. Remember the emotional energy? Focus & intent. Use it there.
This is your path. Come on, man, enough with the pep-talk.
This is the help you wanted, and you got it. See? You always get what you need. Always.
You do not want the book to happen now. Your authentic desire is for the book to happen at the perfect time. You still doubt it, but that's irrelevant. Use your energy to get Further. Everything else will take care of itself.
What's going on, M?
Being approved of, is that it? Do you need a man to approve of you? To approve what you are doing?
Do you need approval from yourself?
Do you really need approval or is that a trick to slow down?
Don't get sidetracked.
LOOK.
Am I on track?
Yes.
Worries about getting sidetracked are also a trick to slow things down.
Are you scared of where this is going, where you are heading?
No.
What are you scared of? There is always something.
I am scared of... losing my religion. What does R.E.M. have to do with all this??
Wait. Religion is the same as: belief system.
Are you afraid of losing your belief system?
You know, about being special, having a special purpose in this world, making a difference with that book of yours.
The book isn't yours. It's, you know what it is. It can't be born while you're still here being special and all.
Scared of losing your religion?
So the same thing pretty much everybody fears. Not so special after all, then.
Will you go on without your belief system? If it means losing that in order to go Further?
All those things you use to keep self-doubt at bay are part of your belief system. Countering the negative programming with positive programming is still programming.
It may have been necessary for a while, but it might be time to put childish things aside and move on, darling. You are able to.
This is not a death-trap, sweety. Only ego dies. That's all.
The crutch is keeping you from walking upright.
Very poetic, but no shit. You can do this. Look inside yourself; do you still need a pat on the shoulder? From who?
Truth isn't out there, it's inside you.
Do you still need or want a crutch? Or do you want to see clearly?
I'm scared I won't be able to do it.
The whole world can tell you you're a good for nothing. And you know what? They're right. You are good for Nothing. Nothing suits you just fine. It's Home.
Let it pull you in. No one has the authority to pull you down, they never had. Only you. So stop doing that. It's a waste of energy. Remember the emotional energy? Focus & intent. Use it there.
This is your path. Come on, man, enough with the pep-talk.
This is the help you wanted, and you got it. See? You always get what you need. Always.
You do not want the book to happen now. Your authentic desire is for the book to happen at the perfect time. You still doubt it, but that's irrelevant. Use your energy to get Further. Everything else will take care of itself.
posted by M. at 3:21 PM
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