As it is

Walked all the way to town, my legs were hurting on the way back, guess I really haven't been walking enough lately. When I returned home I saw the most stunning sunset ever to color the sky in my presence: pinks, purples, orange melting into gold, light beaming out from the golden centre of the magnificent clouds, it was truly awsome.
My boyfriend came to visit me and we walked alongside the canal a bit to look at the stars, I saw three shooting stars, wonderful. Will this be all I can enjoy? Life itself seems meaningless, and yet there they are; the stars, the sun, the moon, the autumn leaves.